Justifyitforme

 In summer afternoons, when you wake up from the deep dive of dreams, you often find yourself in the state of uncertainty. For a brief period of time, you can't differentiate between your dreams and the lucid reality.  Yeah, I was feeling the same, but from the last two hours. Everything looked real and was present in front of me but all of this, the clouds, the citadel, the man, don't make a pint of sense. I had my head banged against the wall, pinched by arm ,even washed up my face. It was not a dream. I was there. I was lying on the bed while thinking about all this, when telephone on the table rang. "Dear Obliviant, You're acquaintance is humbly awaited at the 8th floor of east tower. Kindly reach there in half an hour." said a lady in a monotonic tone. The building was separated into three different towers, the middle one being the tallest and the biggest. Each tower had long cylindrical glass beams covering them , making the caste look like a huge pipe organ...

 I was lying with my face on the ground. Is that what I should call it? "ground"? It was not hard, nor even grainy. More like a soft fabric of silk which isn't jaggy or wrinkled anywhere, spread as far as eyes could see. White fumes around me reminded me of a morning mist at the lakes of my village. It felt as if I was floating on clouds. I got up to my feet. I walked. I didn't know the place, the direction, the purpose. Where the HELL AM I? "Heaven" a voice came from my behind, "Or something like that. I don't understand what you people down there believe " . A middle-aged man wearing a tight shirt with white pants was looking in a notebook as I stared at him curiously. "Where am I? What is this pla-" "Stop, stop, stop! So you are one of them ,huh? This isn't my first time dealing with someone clueless who bombards me with a bunch of questions." he spoke before even i could say anything. " Come on, follow me!"...

 what do we care about? It wasn't a sad evening, the drowning sun was about to vanish as the violet screen appears on the sky. I couldn't have wished for more beautiful scenery. The honking cars were going far away, taking with them all the people of city. People with dreams, people with burdens. Leaving me behind, I smiled at the window backing off to my desk. No matter how alluring the city might be, you could not see it if something is wrong with your mind's eye. There is not one singular starting point. It just happens. Without any warning, without any hint. It grows slowly and secretly. shhhh.... Don't say about it. Be strong!  It isn't too long before we see it in front of us. Monster. Fed by disappointments and expectations. It crawls towards you, ploddingly , one step at time. You run with all your breath , fearing to look behind. And when you can't inhale the cold air around you , your feet give up and you fall to your knees. You dare to turn with all t...

i was falling, wind was swirling around me the blue water was waiting  i counted my moments  seeing my love papa mumma in blinks people i cared people i friended everyone the fall was not ending it was then i realized, i was falling  but to the sky...